I Am Performance Anxiety Free.

It was a rather peaceful awakening this morning. The stillness outside reflecting the stillness and calm I felt inside as I opened my eyes to a new dawn. While I lay there for a few moments soaking it all in I slowly became aware of something else, too.

Julia was sitting next to me Indian style on the bed, just gazing down at me in a way that radiated the kind of warmth that just flows through a body. “Happy Birthday my ageless and timeless love,” she said softly when she saw my eyes open.

She then changed her position a bit to kiss me lightly on the lips for a long moment letting her hair fall all around us. I breathed her in, reveling in her feel and scent, tracing a finger over and around her bare chest in that moment.

I then slipped quietly out of bed for a trip to the bathroom. “Take your time,” she said with a slightly seductive purr. “I’m not going anywhere and will be right here when you get back.”

So… After a light shower and a few other things, I returned about ten minutes later. Upon my return I felt a set of long arms reach around my waste and pull me towards the side of the bed, a pleasurable moan of anticipation followed by a soft naughty schoolgirl kind of giggle preceding what would be… Well… What followed was an hour of intense… Um… Well… “It was hot!”

Julia Informed me that the sun was finally on the rise as we lay comfortably together in a blissful tangle of limbs and cum soaked sheets. Yeah… “We both made a mess!” But… “That’s what washing machines are fore.”

Julia laughed as if she new what I was thinking saying, “Come shower with me? I’ll deal with the sheets after.”

I nodded but didn’t move. She laughed again saying, “Or… We can just hang like this for a while longer. It does feel so good to be with you Babe.”

So… We chilled for God only knows how long before I jerked out of a half doze, which Julia found amusing for some reason and said, “I don’t have any appointments to keep today except for one.” When I looked at her questioningly, she said, “It’s with this tall dark and handsome guy who really knows how to make my toes curl with his… Well… I probably shouldn’t say. I don’t want to make you jealous. But you should know he’s really hot. In fact… I’m pretty sure that appointment with him is supposed to begin right about now.”

And… With that naughty little laugh of hers… Well… Yup! She always manages to kill any performance anxiety issues on this end no matter how active we’ve been already. “I truly am blessed!”

When we finally did get out of bed, shower, and straighten things up a bit, Julia suggested we hit Applebee’s for lunch. “We haven’t been in a while, and you can grab a beer or whatever to go with whatever you are having. In fact, why don’t we walk?” She suggested.

So… Off we went; finally getting there at about one-thirty. The large Gin and Tonic was good, and Julia certainly enjoyed her wine, too. After lunch we dropped in to see Ellen for a while, she having called Julia and requesting we do so, before heading back home. When we got there, she had a cake waiting. “It was nice!”

When we finally did get home… Between the phone messages and emails racking up… Not to mention all the Birthday wishes on Facebook… Well… I dialed and wrote replies while Julia Slowly worked on getting a light dinner together. We didn’t eat until almost 7:00 PM. But… Julia was totally cool with it saying, “You’ve got cards in the snail mail today, too.”

There was a hint of a laugh in her voice as she said, “You want some help?” I nodded and after we cleaned up from dinner, she walked with me into the study to go through the mail on my desk. She then sat with me too, as I sent out a quick round of thankyou emails and texts to everyone I’d received cards from.

Once all of that was out of the way… Well… We just stretched out on the couch in my study for a while listening to a mutually created playlist via the Alexa app on my PC. And… Yeah… Julia fell into a well deserved sleep.

And now… I get the best birthday present that only God could have given me. “I’m now off to carry Julia to bed!”

Author: Brian Schnabel

A single Goldberg Realty owned Newtonian Gardens Apartments resident, Self-Publishing Author, cPanel WordPress Web Host and Windows 11 powered computer tech. A musician, sailor, hiker, cycler and… Yes ladies… Some women would say, “Magical, too!”

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